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Post by Mistress Rell on Mar 10, 2007 8:24:24 GMT -5
Have you ever had one of those dreams that felt so real?? That when you wake up you think, 'Damn, that didn't happen???' Well that happend to me last night, and I'm alittle worried about it.
It was about an old b/f that I haven't seen in about 15 years.
I met up with this guy just after I had ended a 3 years relationship with a complete jackass, and we partied hard for about 3 months. REal wild times, He was a serious pothead, nothing hard like coke or anything, just one big stoner, and no, I didn't smoke it, my drug of choice back then was alcohol.
At any rate, we use to party with a girl name Thor, yes Thor, she was Scandinavian going to college here. Her father was some kind of Ambassador so there was ALOT of money floating around.
Long story short, we ended the relationship when he decided to go to Germany (another long story), and I haven't seen him since. Until last night, in my dreams. Thing that creeps me out was that he was appologizing for the way he was behaving back then. the only thing I could think of what that he died and now he's come to me in my dreams.
It felt so real. LIke he was standing there in front of me, grinning at me the way he use to when we were having a great time. Saying he was sorry for what happend. I wish there was a way to find out if he died or not. It's just so creepy that after all this time, I've thought of him once or twice over the years, but mainly forgot about him since I married.
It felt so real.
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