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Post by heavyweaponsmaster on Feb 12, 2007 9:44:13 GMT -5
I love her, I love her way more than I can ever possibly tell her or show her. I fear that she isnt aware of how much I love her. They say that love doesn't hurt, but for me it has been hurting me alot lately. Every time I think about it, It makes me wanna cry. The more I try to put it to the side, the stronger the pain once I remember about it again. They say that you don't know how much you love somebody until you have lost them. I fear that I will soon lose her, I don't wanna be without her. She is everything to me. I would do anything just to be with her. I'm confused, I hear things while I'm at school. My friends and classmates tell me things. I don't want to believe them, but I do. What I'm told by my friends and classmates hurts me, It hurts like somebody has grabbed my heart and squeezed it. The pain is intense, I don't know how to endure it. It makes me wanna cry. Everything that my friends and my classmates tell me seems to fall into place. They say that my girlfriend wants to break up with me. She has been talking to me less than she usually does, she doesn't hug me anymore. At first I didn't wanna believe my friends and classmates, but now I believe everything they told me. I'm emotionally hurt, This is the kind of pain that scars up and never heals properly. Once a heart breaks, you can pick up the pieces and put them together again, but those pieces will never stay together as they once used to.
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Post by bgsgirl2006 on Feb 12, 2007 10:11:14 GMT -5
this is really really good. it makes feel bad.
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Post by heavyweaponsmaster on Feb 12, 2007 10:48:18 GMT -5
That wasnt my intentions, please dont cry. There is enough pain between us. Theres no need to create more.
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Post by bgsgirl2006 on Feb 13, 2007 20:24:37 GMT -5
i know it wasnt on propose but it is very emotional.
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Post by heavyweaponsmaster on Feb 13, 2007 21:27:27 GMT -5
Its very emotional because Im so emotionally hurt right now. If you have already noticed these poems that I write is practicly telling you what has happened.
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Post by bgsgirl2006 on Feb 14, 2007 20:55:49 GMT -5
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Post by heavyweaponsmaster on Feb 14, 2007 20:59:05 GMT -5
Im sorry, I hadnt meant for that to sound cold.
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Post by bgsgirl2006 on Feb 15, 2007 20:48:57 GMT -5
oh?
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Post by heavyweaponsmaster on Feb 17, 2007 19:35:26 GMT -5
Sometimes I just lash out on people like that, Im sorry.
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Post by bgsgirl2006 on Feb 20, 2007 20:25:26 GMT -5
it is ok....................grrr.........bite me.............kiss me............................... I still love you...............
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Post by heavyweaponsmaster on Feb 23, 2007 23:23:23 GMT -5
Why are you saying that you still love me? the way you say it, it sounds like we broke up and I didnt know it.
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Post by bgsgirl2006 on Feb 24, 2007 13:49:30 GMT -5
no we arent broken up. what i meant was i still love you even when u are cold sometimes
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Post by heavyweaponsmaster on Feb 25, 2007 17:21:50 GMT -5
Oh, Now I feel stupid.
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Post by bgsgirl2006 on Feb 28, 2007 18:23:58 GMT -5
u are not stupid
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Post by heavyweaponsmaster on Mar 24, 2007 22:20:39 GMT -5
I wish that I was with you right now.
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