Post by Evil3 on Oct 10, 2006 17:18:40 GMT -5
God. Life just sucks so much right now.
My mom has always had health problems.. bad sinuses and allergies, and a bad back. A lot of it is because she works herself so hard.
And every year she ends up in the hospital.
Well guess what, I just got a call from her saying she's in the hospital.
And it's because she doesn't take care of herself.
Her doctor told her to take care of herself and everything because she had bronchitis. Well, now, she had nemonia... just like every year. She gets bronchitis and that developes into pneumonia.
Not to mention she doesn't take her pills half the time. She has her allergy pills, and her pills for her trouble sleeping.. plus a few more that I don't feel like talking about....
I really worry about her.
But she also just makes me so mad.
I get mad because I know she doesn't take her pills.
I try and check her pills to make sure that she does, but I can't do that all the time.. I forget...
But she usually is pretty good about taking them now that I've started reminding her and all that.
But it still just sucks.
Especially after what her doctors just told her recently... (Again I don't want to discuss that.)
And my friends don't know anything about it.
Well, they know she takes pills, and that every year she winds up in the hospital (I'll probably tell them tomorrow.. maybe...)
But they don't know about this new thing or how she just seems to be getting worse lately... So, I can't talk to them. (And I don't want to tell them.. they don't need to know. Atleast not while I'm still processing it)
And gah.. I'm more frustrated than anything.
But it helps just to write.
I feel a whole lot better just getting it out there... especially here where there are nice members, but no one knows me in real life.
Mostly, I just wish that either my friend from Michigan, Florida, or Poland were on. They're all three great guys, and always make me feel better when talking about things like this...
My mom has always had health problems.. bad sinuses and allergies, and a bad back. A lot of it is because she works herself so hard.
And every year she ends up in the hospital.
Well guess what, I just got a call from her saying she's in the hospital.
And it's because she doesn't take care of herself.
Her doctor told her to take care of herself and everything because she had bronchitis. Well, now, she had nemonia... just like every year. She gets bronchitis and that developes into pneumonia.
Not to mention she doesn't take her pills half the time. She has her allergy pills, and her pills for her trouble sleeping.. plus a few more that I don't feel like talking about....
I really worry about her.
But she also just makes me so mad.
I get mad because I know she doesn't take her pills.
I try and check her pills to make sure that she does, but I can't do that all the time.. I forget...
But she usually is pretty good about taking them now that I've started reminding her and all that.
But it still just sucks.
Especially after what her doctors just told her recently... (Again I don't want to discuss that.)
And my friends don't know anything about it.
Well, they know she takes pills, and that every year she winds up in the hospital (I'll probably tell them tomorrow.. maybe...)
But they don't know about this new thing or how she just seems to be getting worse lately... So, I can't talk to them. (And I don't want to tell them.. they don't need to know. Atleast not while I'm still processing it)
And gah.. I'm more frustrated than anything.
But it helps just to write.
I feel a whole lot better just getting it out there... especially here where there are nice members, but no one knows me in real life.
Mostly, I just wish that either my friend from Michigan, Florida, or Poland were on. They're all three great guys, and always make me feel better when talking about things like this...