Post by jagggar on Jan 4, 2007 14:19:14 GMT -5
I'm not really comfortable talking about this to any of my friends or posting it on any of the other message boards I go to, so I post it here. And yes, I would like responses, PLEASE!!!
Okay, so I do a lot of roleplaying. (Just see how much I post on our RP board ) Most of it tends to be over IM with one person.
Anyway, after a lapse communication (life and school and such had gotten in the way) I've started RPing with one of my old friends again. We tend to use worlds we're both familiar with, steal the cute characters, kill the ones we hate, and create our own characters to fill in the gaps.
Okay, I'll admit it. It started out a Digimon RP (There's nothing shameful in that, afterall, my AIM is DigimonFanFicWar) based on 02 and some RP we'd done previously. Part way though, we decided we needed another character since the 02 set of Digidestined all had partners for DNA Digivolving but her original character (abbev. OC) so I decided to alter one I'd been thinking up for another settiing for the heck of it.
Long story short, there's now a wonderful love triangle between our two OCs and Ken (made so wonderfully more complicated by split personalities!).
My problem? Oh, yeah, right. . .
My problem is that I'm very confused.
I don't know if I'm getting overly involved in the roleplaying (we were both moved to tears by a recent character death even though we had a method of return lined right up) or if I'm developing a crush on my friend or what. If I am, I don't know why (if it's just because our characters are involved or if it's because I talk to her so much more than I talk to anyone else or for some other reason. This is all so confusing because I've always identified myself as straight.
And just 'cause it's always fun to like someone who's taken, she's got a boyfriend right now.
*cleansing breath*
Okay, so I do a lot of roleplaying. (Just see how much I post on our RP board ) Most of it tends to be over IM with one person.
Anyway, after a lapse communication (life and school and such had gotten in the way) I've started RPing with one of my old friends again. We tend to use worlds we're both familiar with, steal the cute characters, kill the ones we hate, and create our own characters to fill in the gaps.
Okay, I'll admit it. It started out a Digimon RP (There's nothing shameful in that, afterall, my AIM is DigimonFanFicWar) based on 02 and some RP we'd done previously. Part way though, we decided we needed another character since the 02 set of Digidestined all had partners for DNA Digivolving but her original character (abbev. OC) so I decided to alter one I'd been thinking up for another settiing for the heck of it.
Long story short, there's now a wonderful love triangle between our two OCs and Ken (made so wonderfully more complicated by split personalities!).
My problem? Oh, yeah, right. . .
My problem is that I'm very confused.
I don't know if I'm getting overly involved in the roleplaying (we were both moved to tears by a recent character death even though we had a method of return lined right up) or if I'm developing a crush on my friend or what. If I am, I don't know why (if it's just because our characters are involved or if it's because I talk to her so much more than I talk to anyone else or for some other reason. This is all so confusing because I've always identified myself as straight.
And just 'cause it's always fun to like someone who's taken, she's got a boyfriend right now.
*cleansing breath*